i dont get mad.
because i know how stupid mad is.
mad blinds you.
mad covers up what you are really thinking.
mad makes you feel strong.
mad makes you make decisions that you wouldn't otherwise make.
mad hates.
mad lies.
mad cannot remember not being mad.
mad does not care.
mad does not think.
mad just does.
mad doesn't plan ahead and
mad doesn't put itself in other's shoes.
mad is alone.
mad is not happy.
mad is to do things that you will regret.
mad is to do things that compromise who you really are.
mad is to not be yourself.
mad is to not be really strong,
mad is when you let something stupid, like
mad, control you.
i don't get mad.
because i know how stupid mad is.
and because that's just not who i am.
-rara
