Codependency

"Life's not worth Living,
unless you're giving."

I have always lived my life
to make other people happy.
And there's a term for that,
it's called codependency.
The one thing that can tear me
apart, is to see the people I
love hurt.
What I never knew,
being codependent on somebody?

It actually hurts them more than
it helps.
I couldn't control my own life,
so in some wierd, perverse way,
I was trying to control theirs.
If they were happy, then so was I.
So now, I'm not codependent anymore.
I have to make decisions for myself.
I have to go after what I want.
And this?

This is the scariest thing I have ever done,
ever,
in my entire life.