This is the truth,
the whole truth,
and nothing but the truth.
My whole name is
Rachel Jane Morrison Steinmetz Factor.
Morrison is my official last name.
Steinmetz is my dad's last name.
Factor is my mom's.
I live with my mom and my stepdad.
My dad lives in California.
I have a problem with that.
I'm a buddhist.
No I don't worship buddha.
Yes, I do meditate.
This year has been hard on me.
I've never gone through so much in my entire life.
And it's all happened.
In one year.
I have a chemical imbalance in my brain.
I think differently.
Actually, it's pretty common.
Some people even go their whole lives
never knowing.
I have a knack for codepedency.
Anxiety.
Anxiety attacks.
And episodes of manic depression.
I have a major fetish with not breaking promises.
And not making people feel bad
I would do anything for the people I care about.
And I'm not just saying that.
Sometimes,
I'm so protective of the people I love
I end up hurting them,
instead of helping.
I have big, undefined dreams.
I don't know what they are yet.
But they're big.
Honestly?
I'm a mess.
But I'm the most put-together mess
you will ever meet.