28.6.08

To you,

Who left me.
What I wish I could tell you,
how much I wish I could be as close to you
as I used to be.
What I've done in the past year,
what I've been through,
you have no idea.
I've never been through so much pain in my life.
I've never thought I would actually regret something,
but then I never actually thought this would happen.
It's not your fault.
It never was your fault.
I love you still,
but please,
excuse me if we're never the same.
I ain't your little girl anymore,
and after all that's happened,
there's no going back.