I've Been Thinking About It,

Because I know I'm never going to forget it,

and it bugs the shit outta me.

You probably don't even care,

no, it probably never even crosses your mind.

I'm not being immature, or emotional.

I'm being real.

It hurts,

I mean what happened,

it hurts.

It hurts to think about,

And even though it might not be a big deal to you,

it's a huge deal to me.

And I've said sorry so many times,

so many times I shouldn't have....

You never apologized.

Dear You,

I'm sick of being hurt.

And I'm sick of trying to convince you of what I'm not.

You've made up your mind to hate me,

and as far I'm concerned,

there's nothing I can do to change that.

I'm not in love with you anymore,

I still love you,

I mean I always will love you,

but I'm not in love with you,

and I never will be again.

You've done things I can't forgive you for,

and I've done things you can't forgive me for.

It is what it is.

So say what you want, and do what you do.

I'll pray every night that life's good to you.